im super bored now. hais. have been looking for games to play. but all lyk super sian. hahas. im overloaded with school papers and homework for this weekend! arhhx! and so far, ive only managed to finish the MGS paper 1 and 2 emaths, the whole of chem dunman high paper, ss source-based ws, chinese zuowen planning and english acs(i) compre, which was supposed to be due long time ago, tkss amaths paper 1 and 2, and my tuition hw. arghh. seriously lagging! must buck up!! haaa. sighhs. my brother does not seem to be worried for his psle at all. hais. 13 nov faster come tolong tolong...
its 4.44pm now. and im supposed to be mugging hard for o's. but im NOT. and im not a closet mugger lah. when i say im not mugging, im really not. haha. got back like two-thirds of our prelims results today. not too good, not too bad either i'd say. im just a little upset over ge. other than that, im quite contented with my marks cos i improved in hcl and english! hahaa. first time man. my languages actually IMPROVED! ohmygawd. quite pleased with my amaths too. haha. and. i DID NOT get full marks okay! for those who asked. haha. that time was only lucky. im not some tian cai lah. my brain constituents are just like everyone else. so yah. haha. exceptionally pleased with hcl! hahah. from a B3 in mid-yrs to an A1! this is the only subject that i feel proud of. even though its just borderline A1.. but there's a tinge of guilt though, cos i don't think i studied THAT hard for hcl. haha. but anyway, im not counting this sub. haha. cos i totally dont have any confidence in my sciences. haiis. super upset and affected by GE. ss also showed some improvement, from A2-A1, even though its only 1 PATHETIC MARK higher that mid-yrs. but still. haha. i can't stand my GE paper! i feel lyk throwing it away, tearing it into shreds or just burn it to ashes! ahah. i got only 9 out of 25 for the tourism qn! oh what the fish! AHHH. but my agriculture qn improved so much i was shocked. i used to fail the agri qn. but i actually got 13 this time! haha. so u can imagine how much my GE marks were. perhaps its because i started off with the agri qn thats why, leaving me absolutely no time for tourism. ohmy, tourism!! i shall put all my heart and soul into studying my ssGE from now onwards! i PROMISE! no more disappointments! no more heartaches! :) tmr is an even worst day i anticipate. cos i'll be getting back papers which i dread! like for instance, PHY! fuck la. and bio also. cross my fingers that i will get B3 and above for BIO. so i can get a lower l1r5 for first mth. hahaha. im considering SAJC for first mth. its near my hse and convenient :) well, actually, not THAT near. HAHA. but never mind lah, just go there and enjoy the orientations! haha! anw. the best-est l1r5 i can possibly get now is 10, provided i get an A1 for BIO. which i dont think i can. seriously. so....
i was looking thru the first few posts in my blog, and felt that i am having more maturity in thought year after year. hahaa. hm. today was not exceptionally unusual, as usual. hahaha. im trying to play with language. hahar. o yah, i wanna watch the match between man-utd and chelsea tonight at 10.55pm!! :( OMG but i dont have cable tv! AHHHH! sobssss!! this is gonna be the first match without jose mourinho and frank lampard. but i have this feeling that chelsea wud still win man-u hands down. even though it seems that most people are feeling that man-u will emerge victorious. hmm.. never mind.. we shall see who gets the last laugh.. hahahs. i definitely hope not ferguson.. LOLX. wad an arrogant man. HAHAH. im super bored now. haha. choosing songs to sing on tuesday. HEHEHE. going out for dinner later! whoopeee! :))
sometimes, i dont even know why i give a damn. seriously, i AM getting tired of this. sometimes i do so much just to suddenly stop and think aloud: what the hell am i working so hard for? no point right. wtf***. okay. i shall stop swearing. just don't feel right lately. my emotions are kinda like a roller coaster, UP at times while DOWN at others. but im still happy to say that it has been UP most of the time! :D YAYYYE! lolx. i suddenly teared for dunno wad reason. OMG. i dun wan to be EMO. hahas. okay. change topic. new colour. hahahas. hm. today i did maths mainly cos i was a little tired by BIO. haha. the combined science and pure bio papers. omg. they sure SUCK. lolx. and i actually forgot to watch JACKIEGOGOGO! omg! i only realised it at around 10.30pm and when i turned on the tv, cindy wang and nicolas zhang just discovered an yi dian i think. omg i think my standard for e maths is dropping exponentially. was doing the green book and to my horror, i have been staring blankly at some qns for long periods of time and i dont think i realized it. lolx. ah ken called me ytd while i was having tuition. hahas. it was quite shocking and i was so malu cos my tuition teacher kept giving me this weirdd expression while i was trying to explain to her that i need to go outside to answer the call, simply cos her voice's way too loud! HAHHAA. hm, actually i cant rly rmb what i did today. oh yes, i stayed at home for practically the entire day. woke up quite late (ard 11 plus) so lunch and dinner were pushed back accordingly. i think the only place that i went today was punggol plaza for lunch. haha. my mum switched on the air-con in the living room and forced my brother to study. haha. her attempts failed again cos my brother was lyk multi-tasking. barely one quarter of his attention was on work lah. hahah. crap. his PSLE is coming in lyk a freaking week's time. and my o's? a freaking month's time!! *gasps!!!! the wait is so agonizing. counting down to 13rd nov! FREEDOMMM! haha. i think i cant go on a cruise after o's :( cos 17's prom night. and when the holidays start it wud be super ex, plus there's still the release of psle results.. haiis. why must exams be so stressful?? :(( i just realised that i told xin ran a wrong phrase in the lib on fri. i told her "ren sheng ru xi, xi ru ren sheng" but it was supposed to be smth else cos this phrase has a totally different meaning. hhaa. no wonder she has this BLANK look on her face... lols. officially. 3 more days to release of PRELIM results!!! can u hear my heart beating faster and faster?? thumpthumpthump. adrenaline secreted to all parts of the body. spasmodic contractions of my muscles contributing to massive shivering. hahha. oh crap. i was trying to recall bio stuff. hahaha. never mind me. career talks on monday! i wonder if it'll be as boring as the jc talks.... learn to treasure the people around you else it will be too late for regrets.
had a series of jc talks today.. from vjc, njc, tjc, acjc, ajc, sajc and hcjc. hm. yeps. attended vjc's, njc and sajc talks. haha. all was quite okay lah. but a bit boring lah. how can all the talks be packed into one day man?!! so SIAN lah! almost dozed off during one of the talks.. hahas. then mich was super high in the morning.. keep laffing at almost every single line the vj principal said.. hahaha. s-p-o-t! lolx not s-p-o-r-t! HAHAHAS. funnayyyeee! hahah. after recess of bah chor mee and ice lemon tea (which i didnt finish, as usual haha), it was my turn to become HIGH! lolx. wasnt paying much attention half the time larr. except ajc's one. cos ms susan leong rly made it damn informative and interesting! yar. so. now i knw much better about jc life, how its so far apart from sec sch life and evrything. wad a huge contrast lah! i wonder if i can be adaptable enough to cope. that is, if my score can even get me into a jc! quite worried about my prelims results lah.. got a feeling it will be damn sucky! :( how can i ever get into a jc by PAS wif such difficult papers from cedar?!! omg. was addicted to santosi's hp games for a moment, but after that got bored by it and played mich's hp's games.. which werent very exciting either. hahahas. she was damn fascinated by the knight tales game that i have in my fone. hahaha. i think that game is quite wu liao. apparently, she finds it fun. hahaa. :? lols. new emoticon invented by santosi! :) hehhs. hrmm nxt monday wud be equally boring i think. having career talks. wth lah, we haven even take our o's and ur talking about my future job prospects? lols. how... far-sighted. hahahha! i dont think i wna take any h3 sub in jc. it seems so darn tough. and some of them are related to university courses, a subset of them! omg. arent we stressful enuf learning jc syllabus?? hahaha. yay! can't wait for nxt monday though! after sch me, mich and anger's treating xi ping to cafe cartel at j-8! woohooos~ high-ness. hahah. i scared i will go broke though. but nvm lah. suo wei, qian mei you le ke yi zai zhuan hui lai! hahahah! crap. i think im gg mad. lols. random: e maths paper 2 rocks! :) i love graphs and locus! hehehe.
suddenly saw this colour randomly and decided to use this. hahaha. okay. anw. so many things have happened recently. not in a very good mood ytd after hearing the news. it was lyk so darn shocking. shall not elaborate more. on a happier note, i finally managed to pluck up my courage to call in to 100.3 on tues to join UNPLUCK! :)) its lyk some sort of contest whereby ppl call in and they're supposed to imitate any singer they choose, then after answering some weird ba gua qns from the djs, sing a song by the singer. its quite fun actually, hearing ppl week after week calling in and imitating singers from JJ(most common) to jackie wu, stefanie sun, S.H.E, tank etc. hahas. so. i called in on tues and sang ren zhi. lolx. and mich also called in too! she was so lucky lah, being the number 5th person, the last contestant. one moment longer, and she wud have missed the chance to join the contest and have to wait for nxt wk. hahhas. she sang jj's hai pa! and its nice! :) yar. apparently, i won two movie tix and passes to science centre to view the moon on nxt wed and mon respectively. wth. mich just told me abt the movie. i dun think i wanna watch it la. shall give them up to my dear parents! surpise surprise! :) hohos. suddenly had an overrush of emotions ytd night while watching secrets. this is my second time watching it, and its equally touching, if not more. yep. and u know what happened lar. i 'teared', of course. haha. celeste didnt come for e maths tuition as usual, ytd. PONNER man! haha. and nxt week the cvss ppl have a retreat! omg! so fun! i think they are gg discovery centre, if im not wrong. my teacher was lyk super shocked lah. lyk, wth, a retreat at THIS TIME?!!! hhahaha. slackers. lol. she said we are the slackest batch ever. OHNOOOO! hehe. feeling kinda tired now, cos i slept at 3 plus ytd and woke up at 7.30 am today to listen to xing fu de qi dian! hahaha. i think its seriously getting nicer day by day! but today jj didnt appear lah. sad. so high on tuesday! hahaha. :D suddenly feel lyk playing pool. hahaa. monstercue! :DD
TODAY was a fun day lar. hahaas. hm. had breakfast at pp macs wif michelle in the morning. ate $2 meal. sausage mcmuffin and COFFEE! hahah. den did anger's prezzie until abt 9 plus? yep. spent a lot of effort in cutting the aluminium foil and arranging them! hahaha. then we accidentally laffed so the unstuck aluminium foils sort of flew off. so funny larr. LOLX. oya. heard 7.40am's xing fu de qi dian. today jj's role v small la. lyk a bit extra lyk that. hahaa. den after we finished she wrote a bit of her letter. then off to school :) had a stomachache the whole morning lah. dno wad i ate the day before. lols. walked in super slowly and i made michelle take the black board, cos i alr took it all the way from punggol to potong pasir. hahaha. malu-ed. -.- at the cross junction waited lyk hell for the light to turn green. sian. haha. saw yi shi, deborah and cheryl on the way! and we were lyk hoping tat sumone wud come and lombang us, but nobody did. haha. reached sch, went bk to cls cos mich wanted to take stuff, den we surprised anger at the spiral staircase by holding up her prezzie! HAHHAA. lyk ying jie ou xiang lyk that. haha. so funny. and she look shocked lah. seriously. lyk wanna cry lyk that but never! AHAHAHA. then went in to physics. was stoning for abt half of the lesson cos stomach pain! hahaha.den no mood to listen lah. but after the break at 11.10 it was so much better. so. i paid attention . haha. and we shifted to SECOND row! so guai. hehhe. den began counting down to 1pm. haha. michelle was lyk playing soccer the whole time on her hp and not rly listening! wth. haha. then after lesson went to change into home clothes. anger's mum lombang us to pp mrt. den took train to kovan. went super bowl and played pool. hahas. seriously. i think the student package is so totally not worth it lah. 2hr 15 bucks. wif drinks. which is only ice mountain. mineral water. for goodness's sake. haha. so we took the other one. the 1 hr 7.20 one without any food/drinks. haha. played for ard 2 hr plusplus. today was more productive i thought. my skills improved i think, although i still hate the white ball. hahaha. always go in de! :( hahaha. michelle is pro de la. keep winning me. lolx. then we saw one guy playing wif himself. haha. he's super pro la. o yah. there super lax lah. they actually allow students in uniform to enter! wth! how can!?!?! played until about 4? then i headed home while mich went to third lang. hahah. went home and cooked maggie mee! :) yumyum. was starved. lols. then went to slp for lyk ard 2 hrs. ate dinner. and now im here! hahahaha. die. i think i super slack lar. hahahahas. i dont think i can go out this week ler. SIGHS. :( wei shen me sec 4 de ming zhe me ku? ...
today's a rainy day! &i love rainy days! hehehs. :D anyway. stuck at home today, as usual. hopefully able to sneak out later to cp. hahahs. i did a little bit of chem today! :)) hahas, feel so damn accomplished! LOLS. but is the super super easy part lah. don't even need to think de. hahahas. i want to read the harry potter book! and mich is lyk chiong-ing it now! o.O haha. lalala~ somehow i feel quite high today! maybe cos my bro's off to tuition and i have the whole hse to myself! haha. i just realised that i haven touch piano for a long long time! ohmygawddd. later, maybe? hahaha. depends on my mood lar. im thinking if i should change blogskin. lols. super tired of this one liao! or should i just play audi instead? hmmm. i woke up quite early today although slept at lyk ard 2 + last nite. lols. insomnia mah. hahaha. shui bu zhao jiao. haha. <3 I lie awake at night See things in black and white I've only got you inside my mind You know you have made me blind I lie awake and pray That you will look my way I have all this longing in my heart I knew it right from the start Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you Like I never ever loved no one before you Pretty pretty boy of mine Just tell me you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you Oh my pretty pretty boy I do Let me inside Make me stay Right beside you I used to write your name And put it in a frame And sometimes I think I hear you call Right from my bedroom wall You stay a little while And touch me with your smile And what can I say to make you mine To reach out for you in time Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you Like I never ever loved no one before you Pretty pretty boy of mine Just tell me you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you Oh my pretty pretty boy I do Let me inside Make me stay Right beside you Oh pretty boy pretty boy pretty boy Say you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you Like I never ever loved no one before you Pretty pretty boy of mine Just tell me you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you Oh my pretty pretty boy I do Let me inside Make me stay, ooo right beside you.
today was a super boring day, as usual. partly because i can't go out! and im stuck at home all day until at night, when i went to my grandmother's hse. hahas. woke up at lyk ard 11 plus. did a bit of e maths to make my mind mentally alert. hahhaha. no la. its actually tuition hw. x| lols. then spent lyk the whole aft teaching my bro maths! and he's not rly listening lar! wth. i got quite pissed off. but ltr when he became more awake it was better and we were lyk multi tasking. listening to songs on his hp. and he pretended to be a dj and asked for my dedications. wth. hahaha. so funny. i taught him until abt 5 plus and got rly tired. sian lar. hahas. o yar. i heard the civil defence siren today! loud and clear! hahahas. so amazing, very long nvr hear liao and i was lyk ' today total defence day meh?' hahaha. i lyk my neighbour's kid. he's super cute! OMGOMG. cute dao bu xing ler! hehhs. and he is lyk OBSESSED wif my bro's hamsters! hahaha. okay i shant elaborate. but anw, he's a funny boy. hahahah. dinner at pp's hong kong cafe was great. :) but quite ex though. hahas. den me and my bro went to da bao tau huey! omg lar. it was lyk super nice! hahaha. tau huey craving! hahaha. i want to go play pool tmr at grassroot's club! hahahs. got my new PA card and jux realised one of the coupons entitles me to a free 2nd hr at MONSTERCUE! wahahas. so cool. and now got lyk a lot of free coffee! hahaha. i told michelle to go ps and drink free coffee before we get bk our o's results nxt yr! hahahs. talking abt that, i am super worried abt my prelims results lar. omg. is lyk super dead. but i choose not to care. hahahs. i think the whole cohort would deprove this time, even though we entered cedar wif the highest psle t-score. i seriously hope they would moderate our marks man, if not for the first 1 month or so (3 weeks actually), i wud jux go and work suan le. hahahas. got a rly bad feeling tt my l1r5 wud hit an all-time high this time. lolx. its been steadily increasing since eye last yr. got 6 for last year mye, 7 for eye, and 14 for this year's mye! what now? 25? omg. i dont dare to face up to that. i hope i dont break down when i get back my results. boohooo. exams sure suck. x( on a lighter note, im having breakfast again wif michelle on monday! and doing smth important. haha. top secret. lolx. and tmr. im going out to eat for lunch! yay! high-ness! hahas. anger just called me just now, when i was watching jackie gogogo. what a 'timely' call man. hahaha. *coughs*. lolx. have to go back for physics on monday, wednesday and saturday! OHMYGOSH. arent we stressed enough? sighs. still have to start studying for o's. if not i will be super dead. hahhaa. there's still ppl taking their exams nxt week. most up till tuesday. feel so sry for them. still have to endure for so many days . lolx. good luck folks! u can do it! JIAYOU XINRAN! hahahhahah!
wah laos! i hate paradiz center mann. siao de. the arcade ppl. inflexible sia! today last day of prelims! then aft that me, MICHELLE and XI PING went paradiz center to play pool but they dont allow us in cos me and michelle underage! as in jux birthday haven pass! wth! crap lah! den they kip saying mus go by bday. siao arh! i dont think im ever gg back there. x| but i cant deny that the rate there's low. haha. den in the end we decided to go kovan to play bowling. den cos all occupied. den went up to play pool! hahahs. so fun sia. played lyk ard 2 + hrs.. lolx. :) but quite ex siia, each person abt 6 ++. hahaha. there so much more flexible can. they say, as long as ur bday this yr can go in and play liao. LOLX. :D not lyk paradiz! hahahaha. oyah, lunch had pastamania! :D alfredo! super nice lah the creamy chicken! i lyk! hahahaha! i drank creamy soup too! yumyum! lolx. den mich went to buy fried ice-cream. fried mars bars. super nice and chocalatey! :) haha. so funny, the cheese we almost used up the whole bottle den xiping went to take from the other table and replaced it wif ours! lolx. ate until lyk super full lah! den actually wanted to buy missy donut de. but stomach cannot tahan. too full ler! hahahaha! i reached home later than i promised! x( 45 mins niia. and my mummy dun let me go out tmr ler! sry michelle! HAHAHS. SIAN LAH. monday , wednesday and saturday still ve to go back for freaking phy! i bet he will comment on our paper 2! is lyk kns lah! easy my foot! think i will fail! boohoooo! hmm. i shall analyse my prelim below.. hahax english - long long ago de shi liao. hahaha. dun rly rmb. but i think its quite okay. but anger say the level fared quite badly. so.... hcl - paper 1 was freaking badly done i think . i anyhow do de cos got splitting headache. lolx. den paper 2. quite okay lah. i actually managed to finish! woohooo! :DD a maths - paper 1 quite okay. -2 marks ler. haha. paper 2 my rv wrong liao lah! :( and dunno whether my p and c correct not. lolx. e maths - quite okay. but paper 2 i think -9 marks ler. the x and d qn! wth! phy - paper 1 okay. paper 2 suckx big time! :( chem - SUCKKKSSS! :( bio - paper1 quite okay but tricky! omg. i think -7 marks ler, paper 2 was CRAP! dun nid study also can crap (doesnt mean its easy!) its jux practical qns. not much of theory work needed. ss/geog - ss was okay. geog was terrible. but i think overall. okayyy la. so there. my prelims have jux ended. and now i have to worry for O's! whatthefish. >.<>
have not blogged for a really long long time! hahas. anw. 50 laps @ cedar was super fun laa! hahah. i ran 5 laps ard the school! super gr8 achievement for me. hahaha. that michellegoh ran lyk 8 laps which are dedicated to lampard! her wai yu! hahaha. funny sia. and yu sin! heard that she ran lyk 11 laps! wa kaos. hahaha. after running so much, we indulged in pelican pizza, which we had pre-ordered from mrs lim! haha. me, xi ping, anger, michelle, charmian, jaslin and margaret shared 3 whole pizzas = 24 slices! hahah. each person ate 4. and we ordered one of each flavour. hawaiian, ham and mushroom and spicy chicken! hahah. yummy! den afterwards went to mph for celebrations. they played loads of nice songs. lyk HIGH-5! hahaha. den evryone were lyk singing along! hahah. x) after tat went to mich's pri sch wif anger. me and anger just stoned. hahhaaha. so funny. and i drank whatever! hahaha. michelle guessed the flavour correctly again larr. wth. x| LOLX. den took bus to tp hub. mich bought new paper. den anger left and we went the cathay to watch ratatouille! saw keely and javin! hahaha. so. its NOT a fei wen after all ;) lols. saw wilson outside cgss too! haha. weirddd. so scandalous lyk that. hehs. anw. the movie's nice! but rly lyk wad mich said, super lyk the incredibles. the characters la. one of the chef looked lyk violet. ahhaa. remy is so cuteeee! haha. and linguini. so funny. mich became emo during one part of the show. hahaha. she's EGO's long-lost sister! ego, emo. haha. watever. den went coolzone to buy stuff* after that. ahahah. the store's lyk super duper small and ulu-ated lah! wad a disappointment. hahaha. and mich was contemplating whether or not to buy this jj bookmark, xi jie one. but its super duper ex. and quality nt so gd. so in e end. nvr buy. lolx. actually wanted to drink creamy soup, but cudnt find any. :( haha. yep. so went home aft that. ----- ytd. stayed @ home practically the whole day. studied a bit ss. but SUPER UNPRODUCTIVE . hais. jackie gogogo was NICE. x) i lyk chanel! so cute. hahaa. ----- today. went grandmother's hse and hougang mall. spent the whole day there. barely studied bio. and. arm aching now. BYEBYE x)
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